i realised that i've not been having enough time to reflect on myself anymore. normals days are packed with school and things like that. then weekends, i cant even spend time out with my friends and all. cause either i'll be too packed, or i'll be out with family, or i cant go out= stay at home.
i feel so tired.

saturday was ugh. morning training so screwed. then 2 hours of organ. we had hearing. and oh gosh. i was so screwed. i cant even play the F major properly la. what about all the 2 sharps and 2 flats. oh man! so many things to brush up on! played the performance piece. went kind of well. totally different from how we played last sunday during the rehearsal. omg so screwed la. and we just got to know that we cant wear tshirt. oh man! how am i to tell my mum?? and we need to wear skirt. in the first place she said we can wear pants la. then now, no. skirts ): HAHA! i'll go shopping with saraniah, man (:
then at home after organ, used the comp for awhile, then had to go out to get sister's stuffs. and mum totally spoilt it all la. oh man. i feel so bad now. i shant blog about it. but soon after i reached home, i studied okay. haha! i can live.

today. religious class in the morning. then organ for 2 hours. then did art. and here i am, blogging. i cant believe i can still blog la. i need to memorise the dnt things. oh man oh man. i dont wanna fail! ):

and and and! there's training tomorrow! i must really buck up on my hittings man. so screwed yesterday la. i'll make sure i hit properly by the time coach gets back to singapore man. if not, i die la. TSK!


HAHA my friend totally cracked me up after organ. thank you (: i'm still smiling till now. i know it was real sick la. but wth. thank you! (:



if you get there before i do, dont give up on me. i'll meet you in my chores i'd through. i dont know how long i'll be. but i'm not gonna let you down. darling wait and see. and between now and then till i see you again, i'll be loving you. love me.
Love Me-Colin Raye